Change

Losing Gina turned our lives upside down. If coping with that wasn't enough, things I've taken for granted also seem to be crumbling around me. First the band folded, taking with it regular contact with friends and a constructive purpose. Personality clashes in Railcam have turned that into a chore with an uncertain future.

Now 27 years of employment certainty have come to an end with the closure of the site which was my weekday home and band rehearsal space for over a quarter of a century. Today I closed the door for the final time, on an empty shell of a building, almost a year after I heard it would happen. It's another bereavement of sorts.