Anniversaries

We've already had the anniversary of the day Gina found out she had cancer, but this year will be full of significant dates. 

Yesterday was Mothers Day - a tough one to get through for Gina's mum (note to self - don't watch a harrowing TV drama about traumatised parents, when you are clinging on by your fingernails already).

Other anniversaries are coming up - Gina's birthday in May will be hard. Christmas will be worse. I'd love to say that it's getting easier as time goes on, but all of us seem to have had a difficult few weeks. Perhaps denial is fading and the reality is sinking in. Even so, it still doesn't feel real.